19 Şubat 2013 Salı

EVERY ACT CARVED OUT OF PAIN DESERVES RESPECT/by Mustafa AYDOĞAN


Arthur Rimbaud
I don’t know whether the headline of my piece belongs to Jean Genet. Leafing through my filed notes, I realized that the above headline had taken its place among them as the 72nd note. It also came to my attention that I had opened a parenthesis below the preceding one, namely the 71st note, and written that it belonged to Genet, but had given no information on the origin of the latter. Or, was it me who had formed this sentence? May I - on that day which I cannot remember what date it was - have slipped it into my notes folder not to have been stumbled by the obliviousness trip of the time, and to fill in the blank below it someday? Possible, but it still carries the odor of Genet, and resembles one of the inexhaustible sentences of this reckless man, this jail breaker.
Genet who left the world drawing a thick line beneath France is a prototype of the 20th-century Western thought, a footnote of it, and an esthetic sewer channel occasionally flowing up towards the earth. When he came out of the prison walls to the arena with lots of novels in his arms, he had brought a new dynamism into this literary genre: The Miracle of the Rose, The Sea, and The Thief’s Journal … An underground literature.
Nobody argued against Genet’s ‘pain.’ Everybody respected it. His pain had the desired repercussion in the literary world. His first novel called Notre-Dame des Fleurs (Our Lady of the Flowers) didn’t escape from the attentions, and gained the liking of famous writers such as André Gide, Jean Cocteau and Jean-Paul Sartre. Thanks to a petition filed by these writers to then French President, Genet was pardoned from ‘the life sentence’ he had been condemned to. So, what was his guilt? It was ‘his life.’
When we read the short story of Genet’s life, it isn’t difficult for us to understand what his guilt was: “Because of being an illegitimate child, he was abandoned by his mother. Until the age of 10, he stayed at an orphanage and then with a peasant family in Morvan. In 1926, he ran away from the reformatory house he had been sent to when he was 10, and joined the French Foreign Legion. After a while, he escaped from the Legion as well, and lived like a full-blooded punk becoming involved in burglary and smuggling incidents in various countries of Europe. He was frequently imprisoned for the crimes he had committed. In 1948 in France, he stood trial for burglary for the 10th time, and was sentenced to life in prison.”
Genet is Sartre’s ‘gift’ to the modern world. It was Sartre who ‘found’ and ‘discovered’ Genet, ‘introducing him to the literary world.’
Jean Genet
Thumbing through ‘The Miracle of Rose,’ I found the place of the sentence that had made its way into my notes folder. Genet’s character (Genet himself in a sense) says this. “Stealing must be appreciated. Young thief! All the time leave yourself to the dreams that make you the flamboyant person even you would like to resemble! Only those kids who embark on the path towards banditry to imitate their favorite bandit –or to become bandit per se– can dare to play this gamble to its end. Your doings being beautiful is of great importance. Despite the wrinkles it evokes on one’s face and the awkward postures it gives one’s body, every act done in pain, carved out of pain, and arising from distress and peril deserves respect.”
Genet’s fate is the fate of France in a sense. It is also the fate of the West from a different aspect. This is because leading a bohemian life, being hung out to dry and finding yourself in pain as soon as opening your eyes to the world aren’t characteristics unique to Genet. France or the West in general has had many such ‘famous figures.’
In the first place these two figures come to my mind: Arthur Rimbaud and Thomas Bernhard. It is possible to hear the same sentence from the two: “Every act carved out of pain deserves respect.”
The sufferings of this trio are relatives in many respects.
Thomas Bernhard was born from an adulterous affair. He was denied permission to be born in his country, Austria, and had to open his eyes to the world in the Netherlands. He grew up without a father. His mother died at an early age. He had an unfortunate and lonely childhood. All his life he felt uncomfortable with the Nazi education he had received in his young years. A restless, anxious life and the feeling of hate he had nourished against his own country! Bernhard led a life that, from beginning to end, had been left behind under the shadow of pain and in a state of being unable to come to terms with and embrace the reality around him. In Oğuz Demiralp’s words, Bernhard ‘writes to revenge on what has befallen him and to batter his surroundings down.’ It is not difficult to predict that Bernhard having taken such a life as his starting point while writing ‘Frost,’ ‘Extinction,’ ‘Old Masters’ was an agonizing choice. One wonders whether he was trying to obliterate this past from his mind, and to forget it through writing, ‘ceaselessly writing,’ and ‘incessantly reading’? Reportedly, he had read all the books published in his country!
And, Arthur Rimbaud!
Rimbaud, too, lives through a fate similar to those experienced by the others.
When he was eight years old, his father abandons home and never returns. As a forlorn woman, his mother is sick at heart. A life plagued by a slew of disappointments had rendered her unbearable. There is only one option left for Rimbaud –to run away from home. He goes to Paris and then Belgium on foot. He is arrested for being a train stowaway. He writes “Down with God” on the walls of the city where he was born. He takes sea voyages. He spends months on board travelling from country to country.
A poem-filled but drifting life. Rumor has it that he was ‘gay’ just like Genet. His ‘best friend’ was a poet as well: Verlaine.
These words he told his teenage friend Ernest Delahaye deserve emphasis: “The thing that makes me superior over others is my lack of heart.”
“Alas, my poor fellow brother! The one to whom I owe many irresistible nights!”
We mentioned three pains. One’s name is Jean, the other is Thomas, and the last one is Arthur. One is a novelist, the other is a poet, and Bernhard is both a novelist and a poet. Two of them are French, and one is Austrian. The ‘eximious’ enfants terribles of the West. Parentless, down-and-out and adrift.
Am I going to say “This is what the West is all about!”?I don’t want to be hasty that much, and to jump to such a conclusion. Besides, what is the point of saying it? From a certain point of view, each member of this trio, too, is among the figures who ‘made’ today’s West which rises on their works. Even we can suggest that the plight which had befallen them, and their unfortunate lives made, be it good or bad, an important contribution to the origin of their existence. However, it is also possible to say that they are the other side of today’s Western world.
There is a Western odor in their ‘anguish.’
It is not only about them; when taking a step back, a smell of vagabondage surrounds the vicinity. It is understood that the men who put them in that situation –their fathers in other words- had taken part in crews of vagabonds at the time. All of the mothers are problematic. What’s more, no member of the previous generation had been able to become artist.
Thomas Bernhard
Three men and a single kind of pain.
The figures who left their mark on our age.
Characters standing at the forefront of 20-century men of letters photo.
On the one hand, they are typical figures who are parentless, gay and stealer, and hate their countries. When viewed from a different vantage point, however, each one of them alone is a powerful artist of words.
The 20th century has turned out to be an era that has gathered all these features together in itself tout de suite. It has readily lumped these different traits together.  
It won’t be easy to write the history of pain.
Will the history of pain be the history of poets and novelists or the history of gays and vagabonds?        
Will it be the history of fatherless children or that of those who dedicate their lives to the literature and the art in general?   
Will the pain go down in the pages of history with its beinghood as any pain, or with the nobility in its dimensions and form?
Does every act carved out of pain indeed deserve respect?

(Translate: Cüneyt Fatih Yaylacı)
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